I finally got the money from my student loan to pay for school, I feel as though some huge weight has been lifted from my shoulders. Well, almost. Now I’m just worried about the grades that I’ll be getting in my classes. I really don’t want to be put on academic probabtion or anything. Since the start of the semester I’ve been saying that I want it to end & it’s almost here. I’m going to start panicing sometime next week, because that is when I plan on starting my final paper. It has to be a nice 10 pages long. I’m excited!

I can not deal with the constant weather changes, well my body can’t. Once again we went from hot weather back to cold, rainy, & windy weather. Standing in the mountain while sleds are zooming past you or coming to quick halt is fun, but not when you’re working in a wind tunnel with your pants wet from rain water. I also can’t stand the cold & hot feelings that I keep getting, I wish it would be one or the other. Actually I perfer cold over hot, cause at least I can bundle up. When you’re hot, you can only take off so much clothing.

I still have the financial aid people at CSUF, it’s been close to 5 weeks & I haven’t heard a word about my financial aid issues. It’s driving me insane. I took my first midterm for my law class, I got a C. I have a tendancy to second guess myself, as soon as I got back my test I looked over the questions first then I checked to see how I answered them. I could have gotten a B. I’ll do better next time. I promise.

School is still getting on my nerves, I feel as though I’m still at war with the finanical aid office. My federal tax refund was finally accepted, so the money I get will be used to pay off some debt that my dad collected on my credit cards. Oh ya. We lost our house too. We get to stay in the house for the next 4 months, then we have to move. It makes me sad because this is the house that I’ve grown up in, everything that I ever needed is so close. Now my parents are talking about moving to Orange County, I don’t want to move at all.

Life sucks majorly! Also I got into a fight with some dumb lady at costuming, I’ve worn the same pant length for the past 5 1/2 years with no complaints. But this jerk got on her high horse & started to treat me like a child. I’m not the first person she’s done this to, she’s been told to stop this behavior. I’m taking her down, because there was no reason for her to act the way she did. She runied my day, now I worry they put a note on my account saying I can’t have my pant length. Thanks a lot you skank!

Also when I finally got to the ride and I was working I met this woman who was rude I was helping a guest out & this rude woman kept screaming, “EXCUSE ME! EXCUSE ME! YOU HAVE TO BUCKLE HER IN!” I was nice and told her to give me a minute, I was letting the other guest out of the sled and was making sure not to hit her with the station gates. The woman continued to yell, “EXCUSSE MEE!!” I just look at her & yelled back, “WHAT! WHAT!? I HEARD YOU THE FIRST TIME! CAN’T YOU SEE I’M HELPING SOMEONE ELSE!?” Not only did she give me a dirty look so did her friend, it was i either yelled what I did at her so say, “Hey, the adults are talking here.”

Ugh! Why do you people have to be so rude, dumb & impatient? Ya I get it you paid so much money to be in the park, but I don’t get paid enough to deal with your dumb crap! When you come to Disneyland the world doesn’t revolve around you! There are other people there too!

The World as we know it seems to be filling up with idiots these days.

This is the second week of school & I already hate it. I was finally accepted into the school last Tuesday night, I was super excited….BUT! For the life of me I could not register for any of my classes I didn’t want to go to school on Wenesday to figure it out, because I’d have to pay $8 for a one parking permit. I came back on Thursday and even the women in admissions were confused, they told me that I’d be able to register after 5pm that night. It’s bad enough I’m trying to petition for my CRJU classes. Well I was lucky to be randomly picked for one of my classes, I was going back and forth with another teacher who told me today that she could add me in. My biggest disappointment was my 300 class, he couldn’t take the time to e-mail myself and another guy that didn’t get added to the class. I felt like an idiot for even going to class, that’s just a douche thing to do. The dumb thing about it is that he still had empty seats in his class!

Then I had to deal with financial aid because of them I couldn’t register for the classes that I got approval for, it’s gets even better! They tell me that I made too much money & all I qualified for was a student loan. I have the biggest headache ever, I feel so overwhelmed right now. It sucks. This has been the worst birthday…EVER.

It was fun! The last few days were freezing cold! Now that I’m back in California the weather is really hot. In the end between the two weather changes I got sick. This sucks! I’m miserable! Photos of Florida soon.

This year Christmas blew. Mom won’t be back till a few days before I leave for Florida. Then grandpa passing away, this year just blew beyond belief. I hated this year.

Last week Thursday we received a phone call from our relative in Colima telling us grandpa passed away, but because of miscommunication we found out he was unconscious and rushed to the hospital. The doctors were worried that grandpa might suffer some brain damage, but he’s a strong guy. About two months ago grandpa took a bad fall and needed surgery, also grandpa is 96 years old. Mom left Friday morning & headed home to be with grandpa & grandma the day mom got to Colima my aunt and her went to hospital. We got a call from mom saying that grandpa woke up and was able to recognize my mom and aunt which is a good sign, meaning he didn’t suffer any brain damage. Well today when I got home from work dad told me grandpa passed away this morning, dad said that my mom and aunt were taking turns being with grandpa at the hospital. It’s barely hitting me now that I don’t have a grandfather anymore, not that it means I’m any less grateful for both of my grandmothers. Now I just worry about my grandmother out in Colima she’s going to feel lonely without him. I just hope that she doesn’t get sick or anything since he’s gone now. Also I’m sad that I can’t be with my mom right now, I know she has all my relatives with her right now, but I dunno, I wish I could be there for my mom right now.

Well it’s finally come, FINALS! This week & next will be filled with finals. So far I got myself a B in my sociology class, and right now i just figured out that I’m probably getting an A or B+ in my english class. I’m aiming for the A in that class. My Logic and Critical Thinking class, it’s hard so I will be happy to take a C in that class, which is what I believe I’m averaging right now at the moment. As soon as final grades are out I’m going to CSUF to give them my transcripts and harass them to see if I’ve been accepted. Then I’ll have to worry about paying for school. Here’s hoping for some financial aid and lots of it. Making about $250-$260 a week with a monthy $300 car payment and then having to help pay for things around the house doesn’t mean I make enough to put towards school, so hopefully they can cut me some slack on that. I really don’t want to do that loan thing. I think I have mentioned before that I’ve been wanting to do a 365 photo project for awhile, I think I shall start it on my 26th birthday of next year. It’ll give me some time to figure out if i’ll have time to do it especially if I get accepted into CSUF. I want to  have some sort of an idea if I’ll have time for it. Eh, well see. I’m going to bed, I just finished Death of a Salesman today. It was good, but confusing at times.

Night!

p.s. Vacation is coming up soon! I’ll be in Florida in Jan. for a week and a half! I can’t wait!

So I managed to get a cold of course I caught it from Paul. Except it stinks because when I get sick, boy do I get it bad. I slept for about 12 hours, i woke up here & there during the night. I’ve been trying to study for my Sociology Exam, as well as doing my homework, in which i have been procrastinating with. I think I’m going to go to bed now to catch some sleep, because I have no idea how much longer I can stay awake.

Before I forget, one of my managers came by the ride yesterday to give Paul & me our Five Years of Service cups. I didn’t think I’d get it because I didn’t go to the dinner, but hey I did get it. I’ll take a picture of it soon & post it up.

Okay I’m off to bed. Night.

Since Paul & I have been dating we’ve made Sunday our date night, because of school during the week or work. We still see each other during the week when we go to the gym together. Anyways it’s been a long time since Paul didn’t come over to the house for our usual stay in cook dinner & bake some dessert, last Sunday we had to cancel because of my Sociology test & the homework he had to do. I was sad. I realized yesterday that I can’t go too long without having my day of snuggling in bed with him. We got pizza right after work, ate, then we each took a shower & we napped for about two hours. I love napping with him. Today was a great day, I missed him so much.

By the way, we have a new addtion to the family. Dad found a parrot in the backyard, it looks exactly like the one we had when I was 5! Dad is already trying to tame the bird because as of now he’s not a fan of us touching it. We the parrot & our other bird, a love bird to be exact both out of the cage, they sized each other up before they decided to fight. Don’t worry they didn’t fight long, dad seperated them. Eventually I’ll post up a picture of the new bird & our old one. We’ve had the love bird since I was in the 5th grade, so he’s one old love bird.

It’s late, so I’m going to bed. Hopefully I get my car back this week from the mechanic, the rental car I got this weekend was so nice. I want a new car really bad, but I don’t want to give up my car that I have now. It has to many memories, it’s were Paul & I had our first kiss, we stayed at the parking lot at work till 5am talking, & we eventually passed out asleep in the car after talking because we were so tired. I’d be too sad to get rid of the car or even trade it in.